The girl He loves


Even I cut my hair, I chnge my spec, I chnge my fashion clothes,
I chnge my number. I chnge my profile.
Doesn't mean Im fine.
My personality might chnge, my fav food drink too.
in the end, Im still me.
Deep inside my heart still pain and still locked for that person.
my soul still dark and anxiety.
No matter what I do and want to chnge badly, Im still me. my heart still remain the same.
I just wish someone out there can understand this :')


There was a man who I once knew,
for me there was no other.
The closer to loving me he grew,
the more he would grow further.
 
I tried to love him as his friend,
then to love him as his lover,
but he never loved me in the end-
his heart was for another.