The girl He loves

Even I cut my hair, I chnge my spec, I chnge my fashion clothes,

I chnge my number. I chnge my profile.

Doesn't mean Im fine.

My personality might chnge, my fav food drink too.

in the end, Im still me.

Deep inside my heart still pain and still locked for that person.

my soul still dark and anxiety.

No matter what I do and want to chnge badly, Im still me. my heart still remain the same.

I just wish someone out there can understand this :')

There was a man who I once knew,

for me there was no other.

The closer to loving me he grew,

the more he would grow further.

 

I tried to love him as his friend,

then to love him as his lover,

but he never loved me in the end-

his heart was for another.

Time Heal

"Take time to smile, to say I am sorry.

Forgive me please, Thankyou."

 

Jika aku undur diri buat anda tenang, I'll be.

Jika aku diam buat anda senang, I'll be.

Sebab apa yg aku tahu, setiap hari yg aku lalui mesti berlalu dengan puas hati.

Sebab aku tahu, Allah ada dengan aku.

Allah yg bagi aku semangat.

Tak kira apa juga perasaan anda, itu anda. bukan Aku.

Anda dngn aku adalah dua insan yg berbeza.

Make her day shine everyday

Every girl deserves a guy that can make her heart forget that it was ever broken.

 

Almost every girl would love to be with a funny guy -

someone who will always make her happy.

Girls are often emotional. Most of them fake smile and pretend to be happy though the truth is, they are deeply broken. Most probably, they look for someone that will make them smile again. Someone who will throw funny jokes and even the dumbest ones will do. Someone who will make himself look funny, acting like a gay in front of a girl. it might be embarrassing for the guy but he will do that anyway only to make a girl laugh.

 A good sense of humor is also a characteristic of a funny guy. with his sense of humor, any girl he will talk with will never get bored because he can manage to keep conversation going. That is what most of the girls are attracted to.

No good looking guy can overpower the appeal of a funny guy. even if you're the most handsome and hot guy in the world, if you can't make your girl happy then you are nothing compared to a guy who can make a girl smile and laugh everyday. 

 

tight hand x soul

They say, "Love doesn't cost a thing,"

but I disagree because falling in love with the wrong person,

could cost you everything.

 

I've loved one person unconditionally.

He's the most caring and generous and charming and flat out the funniest guy I'll ever know. He knows how to handle when my Anxiety show up.

He's ....

but sometimes, Im not ready to create a new page with someone Im attached to. Coz Im scared of the pain. I question myself, am I gonna handle the pain alone or not? -no answer-

We could meet each other a thousand times and you would still make me feel that same magic as if it was the first. Do you feel the same way like I did?

I hope so :')

Just to let you know, that never worked out with any of them :

because I had to meet you, and fall inlove with you, and be a better partner because of you. Ofcourse! It's probably too soon for us, its ok. Im still kind of a mess. To be honest, I still disappear off to the washroom or prayer room for a quick cry every now and then. But you know what? 

I still want to meet you. Only so I can start feeling hopeful again. We won't even have to date right away. Just, you know.. be around. Keep an eye out for me, will you? I'll do the same for you. 

A girl speak to Women

Never beg for love.

never beg someone to be with you

never beg someone to come back or stay

never beg for attention, commitment, affection, time and effort

You should never have to ask to feel wanted.

Begging is demanding and degrading.

If someone doesn't willingly give you these things, with their arms wide open,

they aren't worth it.

NO one, under any circumstances, is ever worth begging for. 

I hope you find someone who never makes you question your own self-worth.

I hope you find someone who chase your happiness as much as their own.

I hope you find someone who supports you in the things you are passionate about.

I hope you find someone whom you can laugh with and sit in silence with and share your deepest secrets with.

I hope you find someone who treats you as their equal, who learns and grows with you and beside you.

I hope you find someone who appreciates all the tiny details that make up who you are.

I hope you find someone who respects your heart, your family and your values.

I hope you find someone who remind you that you deserve the love you give.

Ghost Daisy

Ada sebuah kutipan dari seseorang,

Direndahkan tdak mungkin jadi sampah,

disanjung tdak mungkin jadi rembulan,

maka jangan risaukan kata orang sebab,

setiap org membacamu dngn pemahaman dan pengalaman yg berbeza.

Teruskanlah melangkah selama engkau d jalan yg benar,

meski terkadang kebaikan tidak selalu d hargai.. :')

- trust me, i've been there. i feel you.