when goodbye was said,
there it began
the careful tread -
the ones you chose
to love instead.
yet inside you glows
a candle lit
those years ago
and brighter still
it burns for him
a searing flame
to stave the dark
you hold within.
The honor the promise
you once made -
when you and he
were skin to skin,
and the brightest star
had ceased new light -
to herald new light,
born in his name.
Every time Im started to be happy, there's a sadness come into my day life. When I try hard to be a good girl to takecare good of peoples feelings, then people always make down. day by day, I patiently waiting and keep trying to takecare their feelings. And still same. People don't look and feel what I do all this time. Its ok. Im fine. Now, Im started to not care anymore. I stop taking care of peoples heart. Whats happen, then go on. I mean. Whatever happen, then go on laa. But, when im like that right now, people keep blame and asking, why im not taking care of their feelings? I silent. Firstime people asked me to takecare of their heart when im already plan to not care about it. So, at the end. Im thinking about peoples happiness. Their happiness is much important than mine. My happiness? If i knew and saw people surrounding me happy, then i might happy too :')
ermmm. biarkanlah Aku yang membuat bahagiamu. Tiada sebab untuk menjaga hatiku lagi. Cukuplah demi kamu, Aku memberi hatiku ini sedikit rasa pedih. Aku hanya ingin melihat kebahagian d hari mu dan tiap detik saat d waktu itu. Hatiku tidak penting, kebahagian kamu adalah sangat penting bagi Aku sekarang. Maaf sebab hanya ini Aku mampu. Aku akan jadi lebih terbaik untuk teruskan dan pastikan kegembiraan itu sentiasa ada. Keputusan ku sekarang, adalah memastikan orang sekeliling Aku ini, gembira dan bahagia. Biarlah Aku menjadi lilin, berkorban demi melihat senyum cerah d wajah mereka. Alangkah indahnya jikalau Ini berterusan sampai kehujung nafas :')
Disebabkan sayang, membuat diri ini sebegini. Tapi tidak mengapa, sebab Aku suda biasa.
