not trying to be deep, but no one actually knows me properly. and that's included you...
if you ask me what I want now, I just want to disappear with heartless emotions inside of me. I don't want to feel loved, cared, missing, sad, happy, curious, confused, angry and more. bcoz when I have these, most of the time human not appreciated it at all. instead they blame me for not understanding them also the environment that they face.
I just want something free. what is free in this world?
Reassurance,
Time,
Affections,
Love.
Not fair if in order to be happy, have to go through this stage first. History list already dark and pain need more to add in the list of my life? well, it seems that way.
