there was a time when i was ready to settle.
ermm... but now,
i can't even picture myself as someone's girlfriend anymore. i used to dream about building a life with someone, about growing together, about giving everything i had and being with the through good and bad.
but I've been hurt too manytimes, and my trust has been broken. i dont have the same patience or hope i once had. i see Love differently now. i know it takes a lot of time, efforts and care and sometimes i feel like i dont have that much left to give. i don't want to lose myself again just to make someone else happy. maybe someday I'll believe in Love again.. but right now, im learning to be fine on my own. im learning to enjoy being alone and to build a life that feels good for me even without someone besides me...
