did he ever loved me? even he's green flag?

Losing my best friend and biggest support system isn't easy at all.

maybe its true.. you still can let go of the person you love while still loving them. maybe its the best decision so no one gets hurts.. maybe we're meant to be in love by distance and not staying together...

im scared from now on... how to live a day without him. without his presence.... im not sure. its terrifying. but hes not terrifying during our difficult moments, hes not even try to asked me if we can start over?? 

its oke to cry now... soon it will stop... i hope he knows and always knew that... i has always loving him so deeply even i had disappointed on him. i hope he carry the memories.. the day where i made him smile and happy... i hope he keep that moment with him along the way...

coz to me : he's been always the best man i ever had in my life. so to savings our mental... i rather take a step back and iloveyou always dear... AA.