if my silence existing makes you peace and freedom. then... i have to face it. and teach my heart. uts ok to be broken and painful now. someday.. when im healed again. do not come to destroy me like you doing now.
just always remember that... i always love youu even at your worst. it was never my intentions for leaving you bcoz you're not enough. its just bcoz of me being me.. had to leave you. and idk myself why i still want you back again and again...
youre right.. maybe... i treat you like a games. im sorry make you feel that way. it was never cross my mind to think that way. im hurt. im confuse. i need comfort. you gimme questions. i need reassurance and safety. you show more abt who started first argument. i need youu. the reall youuu. like the first guy meet me. i need him back. not the current. whatever i said and expressing. its an argument to him... it feels like im not inlove with the same guy anymore...... im just talking to a guy who hated too muchh to a girl who doesn't knw what she saying or doing. i can sense the anger. pissed off. unsatisfied and hater too much from him...
and thats not my A that im falling for in the first place :'(
idk who im talking to.
its ok. i will be missing youu. always. and its ok... missing you is just part of my moving on... im sorry.. i didnt fulfill yours or ours dreams. even im still here existing... yett. all i get is unsatisfied and hater...
i deserve it. maybe. my fault. its my fault for meeting you again and falling inlove was never the plan in life. im very sorry dear self .. :(
