my new year started with blessings that I have by my side till now. I was having a sleepless night, pain internal physically (will not mention in details), and burnout from overworked.
somehow, im just grateful too much I have him by my side. i know everyone is not perfect but to me. he is perfect in fulfill my needs and wants whenever he cann provided. Im just being a baby most of time and he just keep on telling me he loves me still. and that hurts me inside. because Im scared abt myself is not good enough for him. i just wanna give my best for him. and be better for him. even I dnt feel it most of the time. kalaulah bolehhh, i just wanna pick stars and give him. so he can sell it. and buy whatever he wants. ahahaha.
we're been through so much last year. I just hope i still have him by my side, create more memories and keep talking abt our life nonstops.
btw, im wondering if he ever feel scared if we stop making memories?
nahhh.. nothing. just saying.... ehee. iloveyouu so much husband A :3
