But deep down, I feel hurt. I miss you.
We used to spend almost every moment together, staying on the phone 24/7, even falling asleep on call. You were always there to keep me company, and I got used to having your presence in my everyday life.
Today, you're not here. You haven't reached out since our argument last night. Maybe you need space, and I want to respect that. But not hearing from you at all, especially when we haven't resolved anything between us, makes this loneliness feel even heavier.
I wish it were easier for me to go through my day without needing you this much. I wish I didn't carry this weight so easily. I've tried to distract myself, but somehow my mind always finds its way back to you.
I keep looking at my phone, hoping to see your name appear on my screen. Every notification makes me wonder if it's you, but it never is.
Maybe I'm overthinking. Maybe you really do need time. But a part of me can't stop wondering—if I truly matter to you, would you have reached out by now??
I don't know what to do anymore. Right now, I'm just sitting with my thoughts, trying to make sense of this silence, and hoping it doesn't mean more than it already feels.
